Effy:What are you doing here?
Freddie:I want an explanation.
Effy:Freddie...
Freddie:Do you know what you've done to me? Just dumping me with no reason at all.
Effy:I have a reason.
Freddie:...Or did John steal your soul, as well as your past?
Anthea:Tea and biscuits?
Effy:Mum!
Freddie:The night before you dumped me, you told me that you love me.
Effy:I know.
Freddie:So look me in the eye and tell me that you don't love me now.
(Effy stays silent. Freddie kisses her.)
Effy:Don't do that! I went crazy when I was with you! I can't let that happen again. Love's not supposed to do that. You made me go mad!
Freddie:You're making me mad now, Effy. And that's exactly what love is supposed to do.
Him:Why did you try to kill yourself?
Me:You told me to be happy didn't you...?
i-fancy-you-love:
She was oh so happy,
Happy as can be
Everything was perfect
Everything was quiet
Then she saw the red lace start to fall
The sting of a bee
Then a knock on the door
“Who could that be?”
She thought aloud
“I was finally happy!”
She started to shout
“What are you doing?”
A voice called out
…
You:"Why did you want to kill yourself?"
Me:"It's a long story."
You:"I want to help you."
Me:"You can't."
You:"Well I'm going to try anyway."
Me:"Yea, I know you are. You'll help for a week or two and then when I start to feel close to you I'll tell you my secrets and you'll find out how bad I really am. Then you'll say how upset you are that I'm so depressed and you'll say you'll get me help. You'll make empty promises, you'll pretend like you care when inside you've given up on me. I'll learn that I can't tell you those things anymore, and you willstop asking about them, even though you know it's still happening. We'll grow distant and I'll hate myself for opening up to you. You won't realise that I'll try to kill myself again. We'll still talk, but there will always be that awkwardness. Because you gave up. Because everyone does in the end. Your closest friends become far away figures and you are left on your own to cope with these fucked up emotions and you have no idea how. Everyone gives up and I mean everyone. And that, more than anything, made me want to die."
